when they announced the high school test results, i waited past noon because i motherfucking hate crowds, by pure coincidence we met there for the first time, 0215




this page is dedicated to my boyfriend, tragedy. i met him almost 2 years ago when he sent me a tumblr ask saying my username was a homestuck reference, and everything fell and got set on fire and then got put in a paper shredder, injected with horse dna, mixed with eggs and extraterrestrial sperm and it somehow came back together in a immortal homonculus with a heart outside of its ribs beating forever, its skin made of pink and blue leather. on april 9th, 2026, he asked me out. for a good 11 months we were queerplatonic partners scared of established relationships but. everything is... good now. i feel safe with him, his music taste is honestly beautiful (i remember when he would infodump about underscores to me in vc) and i really hope we make a band or something together. its complicated and lgbtqidgaf+. i love his scratchy and rough art style, his worldbuilding with his cool little internet ocs, and he's honestly very emotionally intelligent, i watch him discuss issues with our friends and its great. im with great people who teach me shit and hes one of.



is this weird? i dont think so really, gushing over a boyfriend is nothing new. throughout the time we've been together, i've been told our relationship will crash and fall just like my other ones. (other ones as in the partners i had in elementary school, lol.) it took a bad toll on me, but throughout our relationship hes helped me learn a lot more about communication and Not Being a Total Cunt To People, and i love him. we went through alot of shit together and it was bad, everything was bad. but at the end of the day i could chill and talk to him. tragedy is smart, people treat him like hes just a growth on my back, when really we both have distinct personalities. hes a demon, im an angel, hes a dog, im a rabbit. we clash beautifully, imagine red glittery checker patterned packages full of sour gummy worms tied together with a holographic candy ribbon. were not lonely anymore and were happy


it's a beautiful world